Doesn't change I am his!

I would say chemo #2 was less physically and more mentally. I physically had a pretty easy time except for tired but other than that as long as I took my pills I was fine. Couldnt walk very much but my energy level was lower. However this hit me more mentally like I was a lost puppy trying not to get hit by the cars but not finding home. I think this stuff is often overwhelming ....I mean bald head , can't walk more than a block, feeling like if I eat the wrong stuff or to much I will feel that feeling again and then the dr appointment, bills and all that. It is just overwhelming mentally. Today I have a lot of peace but I think that is where God is bring meto......a peace this world can't take away and I am not willing to give it up. You see I am stuck on this "naked and unashamed." Meaning just being me in this moment and knowing that beyond a doubt and no matter what the world throws my way, I am still God's child and he loves me completely right now bald head , bills, chemo, negative thinking and all the junk. Doesn't change, I am his! Got to love that what else do I need ....nothing today.