Saturday

Well blah blah blah, cleaning the house. Not a lot happening here. I really can't get out of this blah blah mood. Another Saturday and I am doing nothing exciting. Nothing to look forward too. Swimming laps. really not something to look forward too even though my husband tries to convince me it is. Here again blah blah blah As I clean the house my blahs go away. This usually happens because I like to see the clean product of my work. I always like see what I can do. The accomplishments. However I still have that sense of what am I doing. Why am I here. I am not sure I will get that from cleaning my house. Oh I need to fold the clothes be right back. ok All done clean except the dog. Need to give her a bath today. Hair all over the house. I hate that. The evergreen triatholon was today. It is hot but still would have been fun. I feel like I will never do a tri again where has all my youth gone. We went to see a movie today, "Horrible Bosses" Funny. Also went swimming. I feel a little more centered.I am always so concerned about my feeling really.