Resting in God ...not doing Mel's plan

Resting in God....funny I was running from this. That is just silly but me. When I got the news that my white blood count was low and I couldn't go to work I got very frustrated because I wanted to do something....really I love my work and the kids and the staff.,..I just wanted a little normal back but that is not what happen. I felt crappy all day ....some as a result of the low blood count and some as a result of wanting to dododododo. I tried to make goals which didn't help anything because what I needed to do was rest. It's funny that even when I am tired I still feel I need to push myself. I went to a nutrition class yesterday afternoon where I learned that I just need to take care of myself. I went home and told dave.... cancel the plan for the evening and then rested. I felt better. Today was great I rested,spent time with God and enjoy my restful day. Funny that is what I needed to do from the get go.......I am learning and God is teaching. Oh and I love my sister. We laugh a lot together.