And then we just live

Now we try to live like nothing bad has happened. We get up go to work, eat a little something, do a little something and breathe. Then we watch a little TV and we go to sleep. Then out of no where someone says something or something happens and all that stuff comes back. I miss him and then tears and anger and stuff. I want to reach out and say wait, but that is it. Where do I put this how do I make this what do I do? Good questions. God this is where you take over. Complete surrender. Thank you. Thank you