Yes I want to talk but no I don't want to talk

I am having one of those moments I want to eat everything in the house i have already gone over my points but I am just not satisfied Hear me i didn't say hunger but I am not satisfied I want something. It is like when I want to talk to my daughter then she calls and I think I don't want to talk because what she is saying I don't want to hear. i think sometimes I don't know what I want. Help me God with this feeling. Yep I went over. Why because I started eating and just couldn't get satisfied. I am not hungry I just can't get satisfied. Ok God help. You are my portion. I feel bad about everything. I feel like I am just not saying the right thing doing the right thing. Everything....... But what is the truth. I am totally needed God. So Lord I am in need of you tonight I want to fill myself with something other than you help me Lord today.