Today I got up and went to bible study. Talk to my Dear Friends about what has happen over the past couple of weeks. Felt good went to work did well until noon. Then I was a little weepy. Wasn't sure why. That is funny in its self. I'm weepy because all the stuff. There are going to be moment where I just get weepy. That's ok I can deal with that. I just have to accept I am going to feel this way and keep going. Process and keep going. I love my brother and really do just miss having him in the world. I am tempted just to say I am fine. I am just fine, but really that doesn't help. I am worried about Jeff. Just worried. Please God protect him call him help him. Just Be with him. He is such a sweet boy. Dan was a sweet boy too with an edge to him.
Could someone explain to Dave what I am going through. He just doesn't get it. I know. What is he going to do when it happens to him. It will you know.
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