Tuesday, August 2, 2011
What just happened?
Well I made it to Arizona. My brother was in a intense rehabilitation center. He was responsive and could do limited communication. My mom and I visited three times a day from Thursday July 21st until Monday July 25. So much!!! He would have good periods and then bad periods. He would communicate but be very agitated. It was hard. Then Monday we went by the center to visit before we flew home. He was already taken to the hospital due to a possible heart attack. What a Chaotic time; Should we go home, should I reschedule, is Dan going to make it ,where is Jeff, Steve come quick, What is mom needing, how do I help, where is the nurse Do I see Dan, what is this Doctor saying,What are they doing, My Brother, He is dying,This should be Cathy here instead of me, I am watching him Dye, We love you Dan, You are not alone, Why is he still moving, When do I leave, How do I tell mom, We are waiting to see Dan's Body, DAVE I need you....,Can mom handle this, What is Jeff doing, Where is Steve, I can't do this, Where is Steve, we will wait for Steve, STEVE and KIM thanks God, I can't look at his body again, HE IS GONE. Jeff, Jeff, Who is he, Oh my God he is so sweet and smart but he is 23, really you want to do that, Go back to Steve's. DAVE I NEED YOU.......Funeral arrangements. Adecia that helped thanks,Make a dam Decision.Jeff it is OK, Are you sure, am I sure, what has happen, When is Cathy going to be here, Dave Dave Dave,I am so happy for Starbucks, I think I will sleep at Starbucks, Jeff you want to wear all black, It ok Dave I can do this, What is left to do,YEAH CATHY IS HERE, just take over I am checking out, Kim is wonderful, How does she do that, Everyone is here, We are seven as long as we stay in this room. Let's just stay with Dan, Lets not leave him, We can't leave him, DAVE DAVE I MISS YOU, He is just late he will be here, He is here....... I need space I need my husband ,I need to just cry,Adecia you are so good, I need I need I need, We are laughing but we are crying, Steve is amazing he just got up there and did it,People loved Dan, We loved Dan, Pool time, I am going home, Why go home we are leaving Dan wait he is already gone, cry, Mom is not processing, mom is sad, how do I help can't,I am HOME. But it is still here.DAVE, YOU ARE HERE I AM NOT GOING TO LET GO!!!!! What just happened?
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