Emotions

Wow have I gone through the whole gamut of emotions today. First, anger because sometimes people don't know what they say hurts or people you love let you down. Then just sadness which seems to be on going because of cancer. Then fear because I have to go to the surgeon. Fear about what will this looks like and what will she say.  Then excitement because the pathologist is saying that he isn't seeing anymore cancer. (Yeah ) Then caution  because in order to really know I have to wait until tomorrow to have the whole report. So today was a full day of emotions. I forgot and a whole bunch of love with all the texts,calls and visits. Wow I am tired. Cancer attacks your body but also your mind.