I am a wimp sad but true

Needing help is weird for me .....I usually don't need it ....i would say i am one independent lady...but I really need help with this.....I don't want to go to the Surgeon alone....really how hard is it to go have the bandages removed.... How hard is it to face those cuts and the bandages and to hear the surgeon talk about my surgery .....well really hard it makes it real.....thanks Katie for going with me