Thank you

Yesterday I found myself thanking God for this journey. Not the cancer so much but the process and the whole process before the word cancer came in to my life. So I will try to explain. This morning I woke up sad,crying and wanting to skip this. Just saying to God why is it still here,part of me thought maybe today it would be gone. Funny...... So as I sat at my prayer table I saw a sticky note that my dear dear friend had given me Matt 11:29   And decided to go to that verse. Of course after struggling with finding a verse on my own or doing something. The first words are "come to me ".....I need to come to God.....I put on some great music started to meditate on God ( my happy place) .... Once I was with him and feeling him. Then I went on with the verse "all who are weary and heavy burdened".....well yep that is me I listed and gave him all of that cancer, people I am concern for, time how long this is going to take, my plans for the year, school, the kids, of course my family, that person who made me mad yesterday and my hurt and anger, and just all of it . Then the next verse... "And I will give you rest".....feel his rest and then accept it, now it is mine ....I sat in it a while ....next verse ....."Take my yoke upon you"...well how do I do this . I started to looked that up and also tx my friend and sister-in-law. It is amazing I have some one up a weird hours like me someone weird enough to tx back. Thank you God. Anyhow she tx "take his guidance that what a yoke does. It also forces you you to follow God exactly. It is light because he carrying it too. And you stay close to him. .......that is right where I want to be Immanuel. God with me and that is exactly how I have felt so many times over these past few days him right here with me. Thank you God for this journey that I am right here in your arms.  I feel a little like Moses when God past by he saw glimpse of him. ( you know not really Moses I am not that spiritual you know what I mean) thank you for this journey God