And God was there

On January 15,2013 my doctor office called and ask me to meet with my dr in a half hour. Well it isn't good news when the dr office calls and tells you to meet with your dr and it isn't good news when they want you to come in that quickly. Also I just had a breast biopsy so yes this isn't good. I was at work ,so I walk across the hall and ask a friend to come to my office. I shut the door and said the dr office just call and wanted me to come in and then said $&@&, $&&@, $&&$, it's cancer ........dam dam dam .  Well Kelli went to the office with me and that is what the dr said. I called my sister on the way to the office. Couldn't get her but my brother in-law had her call me. She listen to all the dr said. The question then was well what do I do now. I just got news that would change my life for ever. What do you do. I don't mean how do you get help because the dr office did all the calls to the needed dr appointment. What do I do with myself . Go back to work.....that doesn't seem logical but staying home alone was really not attractive. Kelli and I got Starbucks and sat at my house and I breathed. Called a couple of people and then went to work and told my boss. Then I went to bible study because that is what I do on Tuesday. My friends listen and loved on me. Where was God .....one he was in the timing. They told me two to three days. I told people it would be three to five days to give myself time to process. The call came at work I wouldn't have answered if I had known but it came the next day after the biopsy. God knew I needed someone to go and he pick the perfect friend because she is so in tune with people's feelings. She gave me time and did not argue with me when I decided what I needed to do. Also he made sure my sister heard the dr because she needed to help me process this. And he blessed me with it being a Tuesday because these bible study ladies are my life long friends who love me and know me. One more thing that blessed me is kelli took a bunch of sticky notes and wrote scriptures on them. Those notes saved me in days to come. Yes God was right there with me and gave me everything I need to carry me through.