Wow going back to work about wipe me out! Amazing how much life takes..... I want to remember how sweet God has been in this cancer journey. So many things and so many opportunities to see him. I am going to blog them because somehow this blogging helps me to feel the reality of this situation. (Even though I feel like I am miss spelling everyword and my grammar sucks but that is another idol I deal with)
The day before my second surgery I went to the grocery store to get prepared for recovery ( that is one of those thing always be prepared funny I sometimes don't know what I am preparing for) I had a tough recovery after the first one and thought I better prepare for that. The emotions of this situation were overwhelming. As I entered the store I started to think about how my emotions can stop me from thinking and how much my friends have carried me through this. Then I thought about my
Brother Dan who died more than a year ago of lung cancer. I wondered if he felt this overwhelming emotions and how did he deal with it and then I thought about my dad and the same thing. I started to cry right there in the grocery store. Then God.......at that same moment(or really close).one of my friends text me a sweet note and she text me all through the grocery store until I was done. Then she said how proud she was of me to get through the store. Why did she text when she did because she followed God prompting. God has been in the details of this situation. A friend responding to a need is God Holy Spirit at work in my life .....love that
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