Wait

Let's get on with this....really can we just do something ...but I have to wait. Every time my phone rings I think its the doctor tell me the results are in. I think I am going to have post traumatic stress disorder from waiting for these test results. If a task has a due date in a month my first reaction isn't can I get it done ...I don't know what I will be doing in a month.....I comb my hair and think will I have my hair in a month....I lay down to sleep and think will i have to struggle to get comfortable in a month....so much in this time of waiting .....I WANT MY LIFE BACK.....but then I still wait ...I take comfort in knowing Gods timing is perfect ..so I trust that I need this wait time .......but really God could we get on with it but maybe I am not  ready....I know his timing is perfect.